Bitter Sweet Memories

Thursday, December 13, 2007

One chapter in my life has finally ended... bitter sweet memories will always be with me... although sometimes its hard to forget what had happen throughout... im the type once ive let go the person.. i dun like to call or even disturb them as i know that there is no point and i'll be hurting myself in that manner... i just take it as he wasnt meant to be for me and therefore things didnt go further when we want it to be.... my heart had been broken alot of times into tiny pieces and thus i kinda gave up already... it isnt easy to have someone who likes me for who i am.. even if there are any, i wouldnt know... my heart isn't a toy for them to play with as and when they wish coz i am an human being afterall... i too have feelings... but with all the heart breaks.. it didnt break me down for too long... ive learnt that what had happen, happens for a reason.. if allah brings me to it, he will bring me thru' it... to him i shall ask for a good jodoh.. insyaallah.. one chapter has ended in a way which i'll always remember... hopefully, in 2008, things would be different as when a new boook is opened, a new chapter of life begins..

ZealouZallureD on 3:06 PM

blogs anyone?

Thursday, December 06, 2007

After a long time... i decided to come back to the world of blogging.... alot of things had happened.. and ive just started my new job with govt sector.. kinda interesting.. of meeting new passenger everyday and seeing their different story each days... its cool...

finally ive quit from my previous company.. hehe.. my colleagues also left from there after ive made my choice to leave... its really different once ur in a new environment, new people, different job scope... :)

been relatively not well these days... just took 2 days mc as i was unfit for work as i had acute backache which had me suffered for the week... went for massage theraphy... but as for been better but ive to go for more massage theraphy...

blogging has once again proved that it a way of destressing oneself.. therefore... i once again welcome me to the world of cyber blog!!

ZealouZallureD on 11:52 PM

Been a long time indeed

Monday, July 02, 2007

been a long time since i've updated my borrings life issues.. been busy with work... busy with driving... did ot as project had to be finished... now back to singlehoods recently... which rocks far more bettter than previously...

cant wait to enjoy my trip which is departing this JULY 6th... BRISBANE... Here I Come!!! will be staying at capricorn one (Surfers Paradise).. going with my sis and my bro-in -law and my sis fren... the 4 of us... will be back to singapore on 14th nite...

Will update more pixs laterzz..

ZealouZallureD on 3:21 PM

Poem

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Selama Hayatku Masih Ada
Akan Ku Sentiasa Mencintaimu
Akan Ku Curahkan Segala Kasih Sayangku
Hanya Padamu,Untukmu Sayang ...

Tanpa Ku Sedari,
Perasaan Yang Ku Miliki Terhadapmu
Sangatlah Mendalam
Tidak Ada Perbuatan Dan Perkataan
Yang Ku Boleh Tunjukkan
Dan Melafazkhan Kepadamu...

Hanya Takdir Dan Masa
Dapat Menunjukkan Kepadamu
Bertapa Ku Hargai Dan Mencintai Dirimu ..

ZealouZallureD on 9:14 PM

Holidays Mood

Monday, February 19, 2007

Yozz Back from the beach overnighting with my family over the weekend.. i was really thanking allah as it wasn't raining.. we had our share of fun n laughters.. screamings and scoldings... lol... the time went slow but heck.. it was fun.. great...

slept at 4am.. after playing poker games with my dearies coussies... dreamt abt my hp... haha.. i didn't bring hp thats y la.. lol... was really mad at my mum as she didn't allow me to bring my hp for some reasons of hers.. then to make things worse.. my sis went home on sat nite and i was bored.. no hp.. she went home.. i was like damned pissed to the core... but ok la.. wat to do.. still have to survive.. then on sun.. my mum went home to get some stuff so she brought my hp.. she knew it.. that i would definitely make noise if she didn't bring my hp.. lol...

went to bathe in the sea.. for pathetic one hr only... lol.. then i changed and sat ard.. 1 plus went to coffee bean with one of my cousin.. then we rented bike... then at 4 plus returned the bike and i walked back to the hut at the beach... helped to pack up and then at 5 plus we left for home.. reached home at 6... then i slept all the way til this morning at 11am.. but the thing is.. my whole body is aching...

gonna go out shortly to get my ben & jerry ice cream... chiaoz...

ZealouZallureD on 3:45 PM