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Thursday, November 25, 2004

Why Does One Have 2 Be Reminded Of E Past??

why does one have to be reminded of the past?? am still wondering y? well.. i know.. basically.. is to avoid sum1 from making the same mistakes again.. but then again.. i still don get it at all.. y must it be him?? i was so sure that i had forgotten bout the past but i was wrong.. i was reminded of the past yesterday wen i was visiting my relative at tampines.. i was confused at myself wen i was totally quiet.. i was standing outside and i almost cried as i was reminded of the past.. the past which i didnt even wanna hear about or even perhaps wanna be reminded of.. and again.. y must it be him???? why? why?? why?? suddenly i felt myself in need of someone to turn to and talk about it.. but then again.. i just felt that i wasnt myself at all.. kinda stressed up.. was just keeping to myself.. i felt uncomfortable and im sure i really need to talk to sum1 perhaps.. by writing.. hopefully it helps.. i just dun knoe y.. i just felt like giving that person a call.. hmmm... wat shld i do.. i know myself.. that i shld not call that person.. but y must the past taunts me alotz.. am wondering whether that person is experiencing the same way as me.. but i doubt he will.. y must it happens to me.. y??? i just dun noe y, i felt that no one understands me.. i just need sum1 to tell me wat im doing is right and they will support me all da way.. i know ppl will support me but at the same time.. i felt unsure, insecured.. that history might repeat itself.. its been a long time since that person.. actually contacted me.. i presume that the frenship had been broken as he didnt bother bout my frenship.. so what the hell must i care.. since that person not even bothered by it.. but i just dun noe.. y am i feeling this way.. the name also i refused to hear.. to talk abt it... dream on.. the moment i hear his name or things to do bout him or ppl talking bout my past.. i get frustrated.. as the wound deep down in my heart has not been healed yet.. i know time is the greatest healer yet at times wen i sat down or like now when im reminded of the past i feel hurt which only god knows..

ZealouZallureD on 7:00 PM