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Saturday, December 25, 2004
itz been a week or so since i've last updated this blog of mine.. been wanting to change the outlook of it but juz that have no time to do it.. project after projects.. oops.. i mean teaching notezz N looking for a company to do a business plan project.. haizz been a busy week.. til no time to update.. 1stly.. a fren of mine has probs with his... he talks to me bout it... well while talking to me.. he didnt say he's still attached... he say he's single.. coz b4 i talk to this person.. i actually told him that if he's attached i wouldnt want as i dun wanna get into any kind of trouble.. well since i kena b4.. so kinda afraid.. but wat the heck.. im already in trouble.. hahaha.. wat to do.. sometimez i find life unfair and y god aint doing anything to help me.. but then again, if we dont help ourselves.. how is god going to help us.. theres a point there.. getting back to the story.. im in a fix.. the person say wateva it is keep it to urself.. and happen that his ex get to know me thru friendster and we're talking la.. i dun wanna get into trouble.. so i dun intend to tell each party wat is happening.. coz im already in a FiX.. cant think of wat to do.. as this matter gotten worse.. i didnt tell the person anything.. and he claims that i'm hiding things from him and he said that he doesn't want to be friends with me.. for me.. if he doesnt value my friendship.. y shud i.. rite? dont think i should waste on ppl like them that exist on this alienated-world..
As i sat back and thought over things that had happen lately.. i really think that.. im being used.. not only with gals but guys also.. im not pin pointing at ppl.. but im saying that ppl are just using me wen they are having probs.. wen they're happy and with no probs.. they'll chuck me aside.. wat they think i am.. a toy which they need they take.. wen they dun need they throw.. cum on ppl.. get a life.. i do have feelings.. im the type of person that will try my best to help ppl whether in terms of advise or anything la.. i will do it without any hinges.. but sometimezz.. thingz do get out of hand.. wen it comez to bf/gf relation.. they talk to me.. i try to help N give advice .. but then again ppl gets the wrong idea.. N i ended up getting the blame.. well i really hate that.. wat FucKing Attitude they have there also i dun know.. sometimes.. i wish i can just tell dem off.. only god knows wat am i going thru.. as i was saying getting the blame and being used always is an often thing that is happening to me lately.. but wen comes to find special onezz.. damn hard.. all i can say to those ppl out there.. i'm always here if ya eva need a listening ear.. bUt plzz dont take advantage of it.. coz imagine if ya ppl in my shoes.. ya know how's itz like.. if others doin' to u, u already dislike it.. then wat bout' me?? spare a thought plzz.. at least a little..
hmMmm.. sorry guyzz if i have said too much or wat til ive forgotten to say.. Merry Xmas 2 all ppl whose celebrating it.. me also enjoyed myself.. went to my fren place for xmas.. had dinner there and then made my way back.. itz at Jelapang.. damn far.. haizz.. but still enjoyed myself.. lol.. so damn tired.. since morning.. wash the fish tank.. and do some work.. then my fren come over.. jasmin.. taught her how to do the blog thingy.. actually i help her do.. hahahaa..
So guyzz b4 i end here.. like to take say a qoute..
"Sin usted ame, mi vida es así que vacie y así que perdido." ->> Without yOu loVe, my liFe is so emPty and so lOst..
ZealouZallureD on 11:50 PM
