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Thursday, January 20, 2005

BlogginG time.. backzz to my Lala land..

hi peeps.. sorry for not updated my blog for a long time.. abt a week or so.. kinda busy with term test N busy schedule.. wat to do.. busy woman.. like real.. but only god knows.. hehe.. so back to this blogging.. itz as if.. im sent to my lala land.. dreaming of my prince charming.. oh the "unlucky" one.. wen are you going to appear and sweep me off my feet.. wen will that day come.. wen will u vanish all the worries that i had.. wen will u fill my life with lotsa happiness and luv that i'll forget my rotten bad luck and all i remember is you and only you.. the one N only who is meant for me.. hahaha..

since i didnt update for a long time.. hmm.. let me start off with the term test that has just ended today.. sucks man.. like hell.. living hell for me.. haha.. damn hard.. guess i wont be doing that well.. this time round.. but wat the heck.. will try and score for my projects.. haizz wat a life man..

i really had an enjoyable time with dila N rashidah today.. as we went to the s'pore expore - robinson sale... haha.. tot of buying but ended up.. didnt buy.. well the most vain pott is me.. keep on taking photo.. well waiting for dila to pass me then i'll upload more pics.. alrite peepz...

ya know wat happened... on the 18-1-05... i had my maths paper.. then my fren didnt bring his calculator.. so i ended up borrowing from jessica... i was supposed to pass her back that afternoon after i end my BSP paper.. but unfortunately.. i couldnt.. as my fren.. left without passing me the calculator.. so i called her up.. to apologies.. then i even offered her to use mine then i'll return her the next day.. but she didnt want as she claims that she dont know how to use other ppl calculator.. so i just say that i pass to her the very next day.. so she said ok.. i didnt know that she was making noise bout it.. well she shud have told me.. but she didnt.. instead at 8 plus.. haz call me and screwed me up.. i was saying its not as if i do it on purpose.. i didnt.. then i say its not my fault.. but then she was saying that.. wats not ur fault.. its partly your fault.. she was saying.. u shld know that jess need her calculator and u shud have taken from ur fren.. she didnt say it only once but she was practically repeating her words that really pissed me off.. i was saying Fine!! i'll make sure my fren bring and i'll passs her the calculator.. then she added.. wat happen if ur fren didnt bring.. i say its not possible.. then she said.. i'll make sure ur fren goes back and take the calculator.. if he didnt bring it.. i was thinking.. damn la.. who she thinks she is.. screwed me up.. and then she says jess is not happy.. well she shud have told me.. then she say that one of her fren actually wanted jess to tell me to tell my fren to come back to school to pass her calculator back.. then i really got damn pissed off.. i couldnt be bothered.. well since she raised her voice i also raised mine.. then she said.. im always like that.. cant take it weneva she say things.. well peeps.. it not that i cant take it.. i can but the fact is she is repeating and that pissed me off.. say once is enough.. i know.. dun have to repeat.. so since she said like that.. i'll just say that see ya tml.. and just hang up the phone.. frankly speaking.. she really spoils my mood.. so the very next day.. i met jess and her.. pass back the calculator and left.. couldnt be bothered.. i seriously think that haz has changed alot.. shes no longer the person i used to know.. but wat can i do.. her life.. her problem la.. well i wont swear upon anything.. if i can.. i will not borrow anything from her since that the case.. i would rather bring my own stuff or i'll just borrow from someone else.. thats all peepzz.. the sadness in my life is killing me silently.. while me enduring it.. hopefully someone will come and cheer me up.. *winks*

ZealouZallureD on 11:41 PM