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Thursday, January 06, 2005

Senseless.. Hopefully A Miracle Will Happen

tired of hearing of wat people are commenting on me or the way i do things.. sometimes i feel that evrything i do, is not right.. not only that.. following wat people say is not wrong but it shows that we dont have a sense of our own direction..

wen will a miracle happen.. wen will people stop looking down on me.. wen will they realised that this girl here also have feelings and that she has gone a long way to be where she is now.. and that those people will realised that whateva they said.. has been proven wrong.. but wat can i do?? wen will they open their eyes and see beyond what they hear, what they like to do.. foremost, stop comparing.. coz that wont help.. as you ppl will neva know what is install for ya.. now ya may do well but who knows, one day u'll fall on the ground and ya realised that there's such things as retribution.. or better to say that the great one is showing signs that to those you look down upon.. u'll will also get the same thing in return.. guyz.. pardon me if i get that wrong..

y cant they gimme a chance to prove myself or even have people to respect me.. i know that wen im in younger years.. im very the naughty.. a very sarcastic person.. to whom.. i rather not mention names.. now also.. in terms of relation.. some ppl i do cant get along but i just try to be normal.. dun wanna give any commentary on wateva they do or even the way they dress.. coz even if i do.. itz like a torture to myself.. a torment that i have to endure.. y cant they gimme the respect like they respect some ppl.. hey im human too.. so bear that in mind.. not as though i doesnt exist rite..

sometimes.. ppl doesnt even value they parents then to respect me... whoa.. long way to wait man.. sometimes i just wish that theres someone that i can share my sorrows with but just that i didnt wanna bother ppl with my unnecessary worries that set me thinking.. in life.. we must learn to give and take.. and foremost is to learn from the mistakes.. and not to make the same in future.. ive learnt a lesson, if the person dislike you.. slowly pull urself away as that wont hurt u alozz comapare to having that person saying that rite into ur face.. thats more hurting.. so now.. im trying to be a diff person.. hopefully.. in a situation like this.. where it mould a person character.. i hope that in this situation, this would mould me into a better person with lotsa patience....

so i should say that a smile, wen we need it most.. it does helps.. so sometimes.. behind this cheerful person who neva fails to put up a bright smile.. may have brighten up ya ppl life in ur darkers hours in ya life.. so as i was saying.. behind this cheerful person that ppl know lies a person, who have lotsa stuffs as in bad and good stuffs.. going on in her life..

ZealouZallureD on 7:51 PM