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Hot & Sensation
Thursday, July 27, 2006
hey,
hot & sensation news.. its been 4 months since i've worked and travelled in bus no. 30.. be it whether express bus 30e or the normal 30.. i never see this friend of mine.. but yesterday... while i was in da express bus, i saw him.. he was practically staring at me.. as if he has just seen a ghost.. his eyes didn't stop ravering on me.. i was like " oh my god " is he the same person that i used to know.. but one thing for sure.. his appearance, the way he dress is same.. and guess what.. he sat right behind me.. i don't why i am so terrified of him.. he looked at me as if he has never seen a girl before.. the way he looked at me, tells that he definitely know me.. i tell you, if i were to smile i can bet that he will smile and start a small convo. but heck... for me..
i don't know the person who is known by that name.. maybe its fated for me to see him.. in that bus at that timing and day..
i am still wondering.. y must i be terrified when i saw him... for all i care is..he is no longer in my life journey.. yea.. its been years since i last saw him.. maybe i should really play the ignorance and pretense game..then he'll know how hurtful it can be.. but who am i to do that.. i really at a lost of words.. i don't know what to do if i see him in da bus again.. help.. i badly need help..
i have a strong gut feeling that the person is the same.. it like what i feared has come true.. i am still deep in thoughts... haizz, what do i do? it isn't da end of the world.. but why do i have to see him.. hmm...guess just have to leave it to the fate.. ;-)
im better of in lots of ways.. im not at a losing end.. its isn't..perhaps its him whose losing da game when he try to juggle and he also know it isn't possible... the game he tried to play with me doesn't work.. he thinks, its like an hindi movie.. two heroine and a hero..wants both at the same time... he thinks he can get what he wants but he is wrong..i am the type of person who can forgive but will never forget what the person has done to me.. :-) Game over for him..
Even if he regret all his life also.. its really no point.. too late..coz i am no longer the same person that he used to know.. its not easy to gain the trust but for you its easier to break a person heart whose as fragile as glass.. once broken can't be mended...
ZealouZallureD on 8:14 PM
