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hmmm... why is it like that
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
relatively tired day for me.. never had imagined that i would have a flashback once more after a few years.. really sad for me.. today, i saw the same guy on the bus.. my heart was beating fast more than i could even imagine.. my hands turn cold.. i don't know if he is the same person.. well actually, i am tempted to ask what is his name as i really don't wanna get the wrong person.. i don't know if he would really entertain me.. wat more can i ask for.. i can tell you one thing.. while facing out the window.. a tear fell.. oh my god.. i cried.. not because of i miss him or watsoever but the thing is i cried because my feelings are never appreciated and he took it for granted... haizz..
i don't know if i should strike up the convo with him.. wat should i say.. wat should i do? is it worth it? suddenly the feeling come back.. wat the heck man.. i really lost and im in a confusion.. help!!! its hard to explain..
do u think he will start the convo? i jz need to confirm whether its him or nt.. if its not.. then im safe but if he is the one.. then theres nothing i can do.. just have to accept the fact that fated to see him.. thats all..
today at work.. i have to do the weekly report.. the one that most people hated and most confusing.. really pecah kepala.. lol.. went for meeting.. 1.5 hours.. damn long and sleepy plus boring.. haizz.. eyes keep on shutting down til the engineer ask me.. am i sleepy?? i was shy.. and then i said no.. hehe.. one of my colleague tender his resignation yesterday... thats so sad but he gonna find new job... all the best to him...
ZealouZallureD on 9:32 PM
