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Sunday, August 13, 2006
i'm always told by my family and friends... i shouldn't find for love.. as love will come by itself one day.. the more we chase it.. the more it will fly away like butterfly... I've learned...that under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.
similarly for myself.. i'm not a desperado or watsoever mad person you may think i am.. but the truth is.. all this while all i'm asking or yearning for.. is someone who will care and understand me.. like me for who i am... i am not those type who goes for looks, riches, education or watsoever there may be.. but i go for the heart, sincerity of the person.. if he can accept me likewise will do the same.. nowadays its hard to find someone who looks for the heart as mostly goes for outer looks, but not inner beauty..
looks, beauty may fade as days goes by and as u grow older but inner beauty stays with you all your life.. my friends said that i'm choosy and bla bla bla.. but ultimately.. i'm living my own life.. i'm not saying that i'm good or wat la.. but i think finding a life partner or wat u call it.. companion... you have to find someone who is right for you.. if not it is gonna be difficult.. it is not that i am choosy.. i do have people liking me but they are just playing with my feelings.. i don't want to waste time with such a person.. if they are really sincere its ok.. but they are out there just to hurt me.. i just don't know why these things are happening to me.. maybe allah wants me to meet a few wrong people before finally meeting the right one... perhaps he knows better.. when to give and wat to give at his own timing.. i'm thankful for wat i am now..
yeah at times, i too feel lonely.. how i wish that there will be someone for me to love and be loved.. hopefully i will be able to know that someone.. only allah knows...
ZealouZallureD on 8:22 PM
